dirty emergence

when I was first asked to be a part of something so necessary, I didn't quite know what I was getting myself into. I mean I knew I would be doing earthy things, and that I was open to explore... but what I could not yet see were the depths of my own self that I would get to probe.

The mother held me in the most intimate way. I was exposed. But the nurturer in her rawest form met me so comfortably. Even with the blood, sweat and tears shed I felt more safe than I ever have. With no man made protection, with no man made bug spray, with no plan. Just breathing and being.

I found a family that I will hold close forever. I found the connection. I found the Goddess.

There have been so many changes in my life these past 9 months.

I moved my family out of our new built single-family home in the suburbs to live in a significantly smaller place in the city because we needed the experience. I have created more that I have in a long time. I have been able to stand strong in my most authentic expression yet, while going through changes in my relationship with Lamont, my family, extended family, and friends. Life is still lifing, and I'm still flowin through the insecurities, the trauma, the lesson, the seasons... the falling and the uprising. The Goddess has emerged.